My Little Angel...

Today is the day my Little Angel would have been born...

I miss her intensely...

I am not quite ready to write what I want to write about this day just yet... But I will... soon

I just wanted to mark the day officially, here on my journal...

I love you... And I miss you... And even though you aren't here, and I am not even sure I believe in life after death and all of that, I can feel you... So intensely, that last night I was literally losing my mind...

I wish I could hold you... And love you... And give you the life you deserved...

I ache for you...

I miss you :'(

I will always miss you...

Another piece of Me...

No More...

No more...
Will we bleed... and try to die... for you
You must hear what they say
You must face what they do
No more...
Will we scream into the darkness of the abyss
YOU must scream YOUR OWN pain out now
When they cut you... Yet call it a kiss
No more...
Will we blind you, nor cover your eyes
Its time you turned them away YOURSELF
AND their hate, dressed as 'Love' in disguise
No more...
Will we tolerate, this torturous pain
You must FEEL ALL of your feelings
There must BE no more 'Blood Rain'
No more...
Will we lie... To you... OR to ourselves
Its time you emptied this closet
And cleared out all of the secrets upon its shelves
No more...
Is it okay... to hide in the shadows of perpetual night
You KNOW who and what you are
You KNOW what is right
No more...
Will we let you believe your existence is cursed
You know BETTER than that
You've already survived the worst!
No more...
Will we berate you - it isnt our responsibility
Its time you TOOK your life back
It is time you were FREE!