All night I have been fighting a deep fear that this may be the birthday I lose my beloved daughter... There is just something about her reaction to this milestone and all that has come before, along with a deep sadness and loneliness she has...
I just desperately want today to be over...
Happily... Safely... Life-affirmingly...
O.V.E.R...
Not lost on me are also the parallels between my daughter's life and fairytales of old...
Please let her just get through this day! And please let it surprise her by being a wonderful experience...
I love you so much, Sarah; more than you could possibly understand just yet... I love you and I am here for you no matter what...
... And I will ALWAYS love you.
Happy Birthday, My precious, sweet Girl... All My Love, Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3
