What brings you back?
I didn't know that it was you who hides in the shadows and the undercurrent of those of us who 'work'...
But then again, now that I think about it, it certainly does make a whole lot of sense... You being the sexually taken yet chaste One... You being the 'forever Alone' and 'haunted by the pain of Our past' One... Your deep emotional connection and similarity to both Alisa and Violet...
I hear the screaming pain in your silence... And I feel your burning and aching in Our body... I see deeply, as, just like You, I noiselessly, look out at the world, through your eyes and am paralysed and mute... just as you are... because you are here...
I can feel You... I believe You... I am You
Was your separation from Me as a whole, completed, the day Alisa betrayed herself and stood aside as Violet did her first shift?
I am hoping We will not need you... but I know why you are here now... I am sorry for your sadness... and that you have been woken and called upon once more... I am sorry for your pain... and for its abyss-like depth...
I am sorry for a lot of things...
