A piece of me...

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Listening for your whisper
In a screaming crowd
I cannot find your voice
For all of the others are so loud
Searching for your scent
All I can smell is blood and fear
I am screaming out your name
And still you refuse, bluntly, to appear
Why have you left me once again
In this mess that YOU created?
Our paths are ONE not intertwined
And Im so sick of being hated!
I am YOU… And you are ME!
We need to work together!
If you don't stop all this 'hit and run'
We'll BOTH be lost forever
I know Im strong… And less afraid
But every time you dump and run and hide
Another one of 'Us' gets hurt
Some of 'Us' have even almost died
Talk to me! Im begging you!
I just cant take this anymore…
Im trying desperately to stay
To hold open this closing door
I know you think that I can take it
I force back the whole ocean on my own
But Im telling you... Im so desperately tired
I cant keep doing this all alone
Im fast losing this battle
Im losing time again… Im going blind
Im not the one in charge of ALL of us
We are beginning to lose our mind
Im drawing, writing, singing
Im facing life... not running away
Im doing all I possibly can
But you've GOT to help me stay!
Im screaming… I KNOW you hear me!
Yet your silence still persists
If you abandon me in this mess again
I just might slash our wrists!
And then where would YOU be???
Without me you know that you'll be dead
Because although you're undeniably REAL
You live inside MY fucking HEAD!
So for the last time I am begging you
Pleeeease… You cant keep dumping this all on ME
If we cant learn to work together NOW
None of us will ever be safe or free!