A Happy Place...

Right at this exact moment in time... I am in a happy place...

I don't know why... When I logically look at the past 24 hours, I cannot comprehend how it is even possible to feel this way...

But...

I don't care why.

I simply AM happy... And THAT is all that matters right now...

I feel exhausted but tranquil and serene and peaceful inside...

Is this all simply down to a 'changing of the guard'? Am I dissociated? Do I have solid reasons, firmly routed in the 'real world' to be feeling this way? Will this feeling pass as unexpectedly as it came?

I don't know...

But right now... I have life-giving oxygen... And ALL I am going to do is breathe it in... every last happy breath of it... right down to the last atom...

I NEED this...

I've EARNED this...

I DESERVE this...

It's MINE...

And so now... I'm off to enjoy it!