So Lost...

I feel incredibly lost right now...

I don't know where I belong... or who with... or to whom I owe my allegiance...

I don't know how to live either a singular or a multiple life...

I feel caught in between two worlds... and cultures... Like a child of mixed race, my co-consciousness results in Me belonging in part to both the singular and multiple worlds... and yet, purely, to neither, at the same time...

Every time I think I have a handle on something, 'the rug gets whipped out from underneath my feet' and I am Lost again...

I belong nowhere...

I exist everywhere...

I am so very deeply... Lost