Where is Annabel?
Has anyone seen her? Where did she go? How and why did she just vanish? And who on earth (or anywhere else for that matter) does that make Me???
Annabel has caused such catastrophic quakes inside of Me... Her insistence on being so publicly announced... Her outing herself, and in doing so, Me, to Ben... The ramifications of the re-realisation 'We' are multiple...
Why would she do this??? :(
How could she have managed this? What loophole in my psyche did I leave gaping open long enough, for her to have slipped out through the cracks???
What does this all mean?
Am I okay? Am I going crazy (but don't know it)? Was Darren right all along? Am I really no good and of no real use to anyone? And where did those words even come from (because I don't remember him ever actually saying them)...
What the hell is wrong with Me??? :'(
I feel so incredibly foolish and ashamed for ever feeling Annabel was real... and yet... she was...
(Real time for this entry 2:48am)
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