A new piece... but still no peace...

I Miss You...

I miss the million twinkling stars

That form the night sky above your bed

I miss your rhythmic breathing

Your middle of the night kisses upon my head

I miss your strong protective arms

And my safe place there, within your embrace

I miss that special hollow in your chest

Your soft full lips, your deep blue eyes, your face

I miss being able to breathe you in

I miss your taste, your scent

I miss how it felt to make you laugh

I miss curling up with you, once we were spent

I miss your deep, resonating, throaty voice

I miss your smile making me feel whole

I miss how we made love to one another

I miss when you were a real and present part of my soul

I miss our long walks on the beach

I miss talking deep into the night

I miss our silly little private jokes

I miss how your approval filled my soul with light

I miss being able to trust in you

I miss not feeling shattered

I miss how it felt to be with you

I miss feeling anything in my life still actually mattered

I miss your charm, your boyish heart

I miss belonging to you

I miss all of the times you declared your undying love

I miss believing that love was true

I miss all of the things that never were

And never will be now you're gone

I miss never knowing the pain of you walking away

I miss never having heard you when you said 'We're done'