Violet Shards of Amethyst...

Violet Shards of Amethyst

Violet shards of Amethyst

Come rain down upon Me now

I need you both so desperately

For without you I don't know how

To face this task ahead of me

When its more than I can take

Knowing this might be my saving grace

Or an unforgivable mistake

Ive screamed... and Ive screamed out to you

But all you do is scream right back

Ive begged you not to leave me here

You exist to protect me, not attack

So where are you when I need you now?

YOU put me up here on this ledge

Or will you not be satisfied

Until you've pushed me, right over the edge?

I don't see why I should bleed for you

Or carry the crosses YOU chose to bear

And why I should sacrifice MY life for YOU

When, when I need you, you're just not there

You're so happy to slam all of my choices

Yet you lack the courage to truly make your own

You mock my vulnerability

And you try to destroy Our home

I love… While you run scared; you hate

I hurt… You're so afraid to feel; you just shut down

Im here through all the most terrifying times

Meanwhile, you're nowhere to be found

So what is it you really want from me?

Why wont you leave all Ive worked so hard for, the hell alone?

Stop trying to destroy MY life RIGHT NOW!

Go get one of your OWN!