I feel so incredibly sad...

... And fraudulent...

I'm really not okay... Hell, I'm not even CLOSE to okay...

The pain inside of Me is excruciating... and there's not a single thing I can do about it :'(

Why won't it all... just... STOP?

PLEEEEEEEEEEEEASE! :'(

I'm BEGGING you! Please just make it stop! :'( :'( :'( :'(