It is time...

Tonight I have decided it is time to ask the tough questions...

It is not that I can't go on like this... despite having wondered if this may, in fact, be the case at times... It is that I don't want to...

I deserve answers...

Things are not adding up... Words and actions aren't matching... Both are even completely absent at times... There are gaps and things missing where there shouldn't be... And what I am seeing 'symptomatically' certainly does not match what I am 'supposed' to be seeing...

And then... there is my gut...

Yes, I have decided it is time...

Now it is just a matter of time-ing...