My head feels like it is caving in on Me...
There are so many things going on right now... both good and bad... I'm focussing, as much as I can, on the good... and dismissing the bad from my thoughts...
But it is really hard to dismiss chronic pain that just doesn't let up, especially when you are trying to get by on a dosage of painkillers that is well below what you know you should be taking... Tomorrow I go to see my doctor again to take him up on his offer of a higher dose Fentanyl patch :( I hate taking painkillers but at this stage, with the beginnings of chronic pain syndrome already present, apparently I have very little choice in the matter :(
You know what? I have so much more to say... but I have currently lost the inclination to say any of it... Hopefully I will come back later, feeling better, and will be able to write a much better entry...
Seeya
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