Of all things and of all nights...
Tonight...
Wonder Woman is on television right now... :'(
Naturally only I completely understand the true significance of this... And the true significance of finding that flier underneath my windscreen wiper blade the other day...
Completely random happenings... happenings I have no control whatsoever over... and once again, they line up, painfully precisely, with exactly what is going on in my life...
Many would claim they are 'signs'; signs I should heed and head in the direction of...
To Me, however, these happenstances feel more like the universe laughing at me... and shoving in my face, all that I so desperately wish to turn away from; situations, devastating emotions, constant reminders...
I am working so hard... to find happiness... to find my centre... to be okay
Added to this most recent 'hit' is that my way out tonight, once again, in ways I had no control over... has fallen through...
I really have... just... had... enough... :'(
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