Sleep.........

It is now three minutes to six in the morning and I am finally laying in bed, hoping sleep will come soon...

I did end up changing my sheets and making my bed properly...

I am exhausted... but I am still awake because I am afraid of what will happen if I allow my mind to slow down...

I badly need sleep... I am just not sure of how to allow it to come...

Hopefully, soon I will no longer have the choice and will simply find myself suddenly asleep without even realizing it...

One good thing is that I am back down at 85kg again (or possibly less)... and falling (I hope)

Please sleep... Come soon... and fast