Cassie...

Almost out of nowhere I have suddenly had a flashback about Cassie...

Cassie was a blonde haired doll I had as a child... She had more of a small child's face than a baby's face... And she wore a purply lilac knitted dress and bonnet... We were inseparable...

My last memory of her is touching her matted hair and wishing I could make it beautiful and get all of the knots out of it for her... although I don't remember her hair ever being another way...

As my memory fades quickly to black, my ears ring; deafeningly loudly...

I split...

My connection to her is darkened by someone and something horrific...

Deep inside of Me, I know this... I feel it...

Even now... as I think of her... my ears are ringing... and my eyesight is beginning to fail as the screaming inside reaches a crescendo...

It is time to let this memory go again... for now

It is time to forget...

And to allow my mind to re-bury Cassie and everything she means to Me...

I miss her so much! :'(

Maybe... if I am feeling brave and strong... I will ask my mother more about her... but not tonight

I have touched too many blackouts tonight already, before Cassie even appeared...

It is time to rest now